A New Start and Final Words

Its been a while... and things have changed. Life has become wonderful.

If you are sad... just be a little more patient. With patience, all wonderful things will come. Perhaps it will take days, or months, or years.

Also... if you are sad today, sleep. You will feel better, and you can be happy.

And always be happy for what you have, not sad for what you don't. There is always someone worse off than you, and you must appreciate the gifts you have.

ASB Treasury Video

One more thing, this is the video that helped me win!

A month... but nothing

Hey all...

Well, it's been about a month since my last post, I guess I just kept forgetting to get around to it, it seemed like such a pain, but now that I'm actually writing it, it isn't that bad. Anyway, lots of stuff has been going on, track meets, school events, social problems, social... good stuff? Yup, so I went out on a limb and ran for the ASB Tresurery position at our school (it's the highest ranking in Treasury) and someone with a strange turn of events, I won! But because of those rumors going around the school that though I was gay, the principal- Fr. Paul is somehow stopping me from being in office, a lot of people are saying this is descrimination, but I dunno, it just seems like a whole big deal out of something that should've stayed small. Also we started the official track season, I'm not too sure if I had been fully into it one month ago, probably ha. I found out my the only good event that's really worth my time is the- 800m event, that's 1/2 a mile for those who don't know. I've been getting decent times on it, nothing too great, still working on breaking the 2:30, and I'll need something like what... 2:00 to get into anything good like Francis or something. On Wednesday (odd day for a meet, usually on Thursdays or Saturdays) there was a strange turn of events and Francis ended up running the 4x400m race, which is a 4 person relay, but each run 400m, or 1/4th of a mile, a total of a 1 mile race. But when the opposing team- Bishop Alemany High School, formally just Alemany asked if we had a Junior Varsity team, we did not, so I scrambled 3 other guys, 2 freshmen, Johnathan, Garrett, and some shotputter, whom I still don't know to run the race. We did terrible, but from what I heard, the shotputter (he didn't even have running shoe let alone spikes) and I got the fastest times, hmm odd... Well it's like 48 days to my birthday, and I've just been counting down till that day looking forward to a new computer, sorry Toshiba but this computer is getting old!
NHK-Dan has been on a break for a while ever since Mr. Q decided not to allow meetings, I suppose now that break is over he will again. That's really all there is to say, it's been a boring month, and I wish that I had written more, hopefully this will inspire me to write a couple more, oh and a couple readers wouldn't hurt either!

-JA

Another long stretch, and only a fun race

Ahh! Well, it has been like forever since my last post, and to the 0 number of readers, I am truly sorry for such a long wait, but let me see what has been going on. I had this bad dream the other day. I had a dream where that guy that I hate... still won't say his name here, had been cheating with Ashley, *phew* at least that will NEVER happen. We had our first track meet, I did terribly on the 1 mile event, but amazingly I got to try the 800m, and for some reason or another I got 2nd place for Crespi, 3rd place overall, for JV that is... I'll have to work my way up, and see if I can't get even better as the last few months progress, maybe that varsity spot may still exist for me, who knows :D
Anyway, Friday Ash and I went on a date to see... um... God my memory is terrible, oh right, we saw "The Zodiac". It was exactly as the critics said "It was good because it covered everything accurately, unfortunately they covered EVERYTHING" which was true. It was about 20 minutes of actual murders, and things, then another 2 hours 10 minutes of nothing but research. The theatre was also quite hot, and it's still amazing that I didn't pass out. But anywho, that's all for now, I can't think of anything, and hopefully I'll start posting more of these, they are fun to write afterall ^^

A busy week, no posting

Well, it has been quite a while since my last post, sorry, I have been extremely busy with all sorts of things. All this week, I've been working like crazy on school work, house work, and friend work (woo too much eh?). Our big test in Latin was canceled and now it's going to be on Tuesday, instead of Friday. I someone to help me with Chemistry work, so now I can raise that grade. We finished the movie "The Returner" in NHK-Dan, and will be starting "The House of Flying Daggers" on Tuesday as well, oh wait, it might be an x-period in which it will be on Thursday? Huh, well on Friday I went to Ashley's house where we just sat around, things were good and bad (oh btw, sorry for skipping around xP), a fun time, I think we'll do it again next week, phew it's cheaper either way xD. Yup, well, there have been like a billion things to do that I haven't gotten around to, but I'm sure sooner or later I'll remember them. Oh that's right, today was the Los Angeles Marathon, I watched some of it on TV, didn't see my friend Mitch, I hope he's done by now, it has been a long hot day.
Hmm, I guess I should be getting off to do that new History essay + Zinn reading we have due tomorrow, ya tomorrow. grr. Oh right, and I was up till 2:30am working on a history paper, and I fell asleep during class that day for the first time xD.

-JA

Dir en Grey, Karia, Computer, Everything Else!

LIKE OOOOOMG!!!! I'm still freaking out from last night. May it rest that February 23rd 2007 was the best day of my entire life!!! First off, Ashley and I went to the Dir en Grey concert. The place was PACKED with all sorts of crazy looking people, but basically it was amazing! At around 9:30pm 居 (Kyo) came out on stage and started singing, it was the greatest thing I've ever seen!! They played about 10 songs or so from their new CD- The Marrow of a Bone. During the last song (Clever Sleazoid, one of like 3 songs I actually knew lol) 馨 (Kaoru) Threw his pick out on stage (he actually threw a couple out that he had used) and it flew on the floor next to me. I quickly ran down and grabbed it. The guy next to us got the drumstick as well, it was amazing! Afterward I bought a shirt and Ashley and I waited outside. It was the most amazing thing I'd ever seen, and life-changing for certain! Man it was awesome. Today however was pretty boring, I got up around 12 pretty tired. Then I washed the dishes and sat around online. Mom went out with a friend, and I've just been sitting here all night watching Macbook commercials online, *sigh* I need a new computer badly, but I'll sure miss this one... we sure had some amazing memories... My first rejection, all those years of pain, my first girlfriend, breaking up, losing my dad, fights, happiness, everything in my life of value has happened at this keyboard and screen of which I'm typing from at this very moment. I can truly say that this computer is a part of my history. It was given to me by my dad, and I've cried and laughed a million times on this computer, and I'm sure that I will many more times before I am done with it. I've done thousands of homework assignments, and worked on it till midnight and beyond, taken it to school, downloaded thousands of files, billions of IMs, everything that you could imagine. It was changing just moving it from the extra room to the dining room where it is now, I still cannot believe that maybe as short as 3 or 4 months, it could be gone. I'll miss it for sure, and hold on to it. Even now, as happy as I am I still am writing it all down on this computer.
I also have been listening to Dir en Grey nonstop all day :)

Oh... but... there was something bad that did happen today. I wanted to try calling Karia, and when I did... she was with her... boyfriend... *sigh* I miss those days before, but I'm sure that they're all just hardly a faint memory to her, if that. I took some meds and I've been feeling a little bit better thankfully.

Also, that guy, who I can now say his name- Matt has finally convinced that stupid slut Jessie to ditch David for him. It's disgusting and it sickens me. It's so disgusting I want to tear them both to shreds right at this moment. How can such filth exist in this world?? I wish karma would come to her, and may she get what she deserves!

-JA

A good day... but not really

Well... Once again I have neglected my duties as a blogger poster. It is around midnight right now, as the posted time will suggest... Anyway, I've been at nothing but Ash Wednesday stuff at school, school itself, track, and homework, geez what a day. Life has been chaotic and filled with bad grades and failures, I guess that I'm not getting discouraged though, is that a good sign? Geez, I wish I had some readers, then I could ask them, ha, that's impossible though, no one will read these blogs. Anyway, as I was saying, I've managed to keep my life sane with my good grade in History (looks like the best grade out there with 89% wow...) and Ashley. I guess that love doesn't make things better, it just numbs your problems away, and I'm greatful. I'm glad that I was also able to fix that religion project I had due, I'm still working on that, and fortunately he let me redo it with enough time. I suppose I'll be up later, and writing this isn't saving me any sleep time, oh well! But ya, overall life has been falling apart, filled with bad stuff, and problems, but I'm just staying happy I guess.

-JA